Tuesday, 29 October 2013

The Power of Your Name

Change my thoughts, Oh Lord;
Like the Autumn leaves,
Blow away the weightless ones;
Pronounce to me Your light.

Like a patch work quilt;
Bind what makes me Yours together,
Wrap tight to me Your wisdom;
And warm my soul.

Enlighten joy within me;
Where I remember to play,
Painting Holy fire on my heart;
You awaken and protect me.

Fasten Your truth around and throughout;
All facets covered in Your grace,
Might I always remember;
To rest in the power of Your Name.

 

Thursday, 17 October 2013

Lily of The Valley

Focusing on this moment, I realise my heart is designed by nature to incline my ear to free. However, I have been letting tangents and tangled thoughts mar and cloud my view, I keep running to 'fix it'. Petitioning God; my Papa and my friend, I stop where I am in this moment and stand still. Allowing my heart to catch up to my feet. Remembering that what is past is passed. I collect grace.

Learning that all my wondering and questionings can rest as I take a breath of stillness. I think about my favourite flower, The Lily, and smile at the thought of the sun lighting its blossom. Full array of colour and form in Papa's sight, situated just right and poised in beauty. Find me thus Lord, I pray. Find me here in the valley in such a way...

I hear the hurts and fears of human voices and recognise my own intertwined. Father says, "I've got them all Love, I've got them ALL". When doubts and labels stick their thorns at me, Papa delights in shielding me; "I took them all, Love, I took them ALL". He soothes my weariness with caresses and lets me let go. That gaze of His is radiant and burns away my need to 'fix it' in all my doings.

Now this moment seems vastly different from how it began. In such a small moment, I grew up. Deeper. Wiser. Content. Problems seem minor in comparison to the magnitude of grace I am gifted. The weights of life toiling less and spinning slower as if I've given them permission to just be, yet not overgrow around me. Oh Father, may my heart sense You rightly.

Teach me more about trusting You, before myself...

Though uncertainty is 'round each bend
May my 'be'ing on You depend;
Waste not life on worry alone
I lean on You, my Corner Stone.
And when I fail, may You ring True;
Remind me LORD, in Grace Valley I grew.
Amen.
 
In spite of journey past, may I proclaim; LORD You hold me fast.


 

Tuesday, 8 October 2013

Beloved- Tribute to Erica

There is something more precious than the heart of a butterfly- wrapped in the heart of a mother.
Nothing is more soothing than the soft crooning and warm whispers cultivated deep within one designed to love like a mother.

I have knelt beside and basked within such a woman's heart created for a divine call. This warrior woman, so gentle and hospitable, poised ready to celebrate each one of us she has the vast privilege to know. I mean who else has a fridge adorned with volumes of snapshots highlighting each wedding among her 'kids', welcoming her to every provision the fridge has to offer each day. Talk about perfect opportunity to actively stand in agreement for those she has been gifted as treasures to behold.

Something as touching as a this needs a spotlight. Erica you are in thousands of spotlights now as we think of you with great intensity and fond affirmation. We have created a mosaic of care from many diverse stages and phases of life, you have touched each and every one of us. Way more than a passing glimpse or a fleeting season. Your love holds true and spans across decades.

To me you have been a role model of what it means to be a family. I don't take this lightly. Coming from a broken home and even having the experience of foster home and adoption, family has become a term that means something both unitingly strong to me and yet delicate. The grace in which you give to those before you, cherishing each one, makes me feel proud to embrace you as my 'mom'. A spiritual mentor, a lap to cry, a hand to hold, a spark in the dark.

I learned the knack of hospitality in your kitchen. Never before have I witnessed something as simple as using every cup in the house to serve guests at one time. Simple and yet profound to me. It is like your cup never empties, your heart runs over ever so willingly. Ever so open to giving. It gives life to the word 'unconditional' and spreads like wildfire within me. You are part of a community of family that has given me purpose and a clearer sense of identity. Even when you struggle and are less than perfect- love is your testimony like the ease of breathing.

I say this all to process this thing we collectively face in searching for you. It is only an event that will pass and does not rob you of who we know you are true to be. So, let us love for you on your behalf. Let us treasure you and be poised ready to your needs. We willingly war for you and cry for you. Our mosaic of love like a blanket wrapping you safe and warm to Papa's chest. We contend for you and actively stand in agreement as our hearts continue to pour out, like wildfire, that can not be quenched. Erica, let us humbly commit to you in our unique givings, until we hear the words, and decades beyond, 'Beloved Welcome Home'.