So, I have learned a lesson about holding the slightest grudge with a true friend. Be it only for a few hours. Even though it was in gest and really not a hardened heart grudge... I found it hard to sleep peacefully. Thus am up at 4:45am.
Now the crazy thing is that I was dreaming about making bread for the person I was a bit miffed at. Not intentionally but in a manner that surprizingly helped me feel forgiveness towards them without even looking for it naturally. I guess you can say that I have found that I need to feel balanced in my relationships and when things are off kilter well so is my peace level.
So, friend whom I was miffed at, I send you visions of spiced bread and warm milk at your doorstep tonight. Lets call it a Balance Blend Bread!
Sleep well.
Maybe now I can too!